I've been feeling very random lately, my life keeps running away with me. Oh look! There she goes again...

Time for an update, gonna be uploading some poems I spewed forth in a flash of inspiration. Think I have about 7 or so written in the last 2 or 3 days. I know where it's coming from. I feel like I lack meaning in my life, so badly. My studies slash teaching practice is driving me insane, still, always, and always still hating it forever. I don't wanna be a teacher. It's boring, and it's chaotic, and it's utterly and totally exhausting. But hey, what can I do...

As for my love life. Well just...lol. What love life? I'm back to being the wolf amongst the sheep. And rather young sheep at that. It's okay, they amuse me with their childish drama, which luckily, I'm not a part of, but I can still laugh at. Maybe they sort of keep me young. They make sure I don't lose my youth with all the other shit going on.

But yeh, like I said, I feel a bit out of the loop, or just too set apart. I can see everything that's happening around me, but it's like I'm stuck, standing still. I'd kill for something, or someone, to make me smile. I miss them butterflies...

Anyway, enjoy.